listen to the beat of your soul

2009-08-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

Where did all the posts go?!!! I don't want this crappy stuff!

Click HERE.

2009-07-21T23:24:00.001+08:00

I killed my team off in CS by inviting them for a swim. funny how the enemy killed themselves. hmm suicide much?

2009-07-14T22:50:00.002+08:00

Its hilarious to see the chemistry teacher being deceived by antics of a bunch of cheeky 15 year olds for 5 days straight.

We thought it was game over when another teacher almost gave our game away but strangely our chem teacher was still oblivious to our little game of name-switch.

Oh well, its a source of entertainment to keep the ever-so-boring chem classes alive. Hey teacher, you know what? your're doing your job just fine.

2009-07-05T15:44:00.002+08:00

Supposedly went for TKD grading today. Only to be disappointed when sir said that he had missed out on my grading card hence I had to forgo this grading for the next one 3 months later.

After all the effort I put into my training...
going to the void deck at 9pm to train my pattern and all.

--

After missing gradings for a year just to practice my patterns till I can do them blindfolded.
The news really hit me bad and I was terribly upset. All my effort was for nothing! And now I had to miss another grading which meant that by the time I am black tip, the others would be red tip! I wouldn't be superior anymore. Well, not much.

I'm feeling very depressed now.

2009-07-03T13:39:00.003+08:00

Mum jolted me awake at 7am with a loud slam of my bedroom door saying she just wanted to see me.
WTH.

I couldn't sleep after that.

-

I shouldn't have cut my hair.
Everytime I go for a haircut it turns out bad.

Bad hair.
Why can't you just look how I want you to?

2009-07-02T21:26:00.002+08:00

Oh man. How can you mix SHINee with HSM??!! That's so totally ruining their image!
In my opinion, Shinee's 'Juliette' is much better than Corbin Bleu's version 'Deal with it'.
Shinee's version has more meaning with better dance choreography.

2009-07-01T17:51:00.003+08:00

I will post less on this blog from now on.
More in depth posts will be posted in my livejournal along with some anime/movie reviews and stuff.

So if you're extremely free and bored to no end,
or just a plain busybody rushing to bang into walls,
or even, a very concerned friend, (I'll appreciate option 3)

feel free to drown yourself into my world at
http://xsoulryder.livejournal.com/

But I'm warning you first. Don't blame me if you get depression.

till then,
signing off.

2009-06-30T21:33:00.001+08:00

Urgh. HBL (Home Based Learning) is giving me headaches.. That's for sure. I'd rather attend boring lessons in school than have to do piles of online assignments every day for the whole of this week! But at least I can sleep in late.

Love the Anime
Love the Song
Love the Video

2009-06-28T17:44:00.003+08:00

Hell to the yeah!

NO SCHOOL for one more week!!!! xD

Because one of our school teachers caught H1N1. I feel bad for rejoicing at people's misfortune.
But anyway... whooopie!
Now I can finish that pile of holiday assignments stashed away somewhere...

2009-06-25T18:56:00.002+08:00

had Korean lunch at Square2.
I felt like a idiot there. Since the place was practically empty and everyone was staring at you from the escalator while you ate your food.

I couldn't even handle my flat metal chopsticks properly since I'm used to my usual rounded chinese ones.
You'd probably burn your tongue with the chopsticks rather than the food. haha.

Anyway, my hotpot was delicious.

Now there's this stupid alarm bell that has been going off since forever. I can't concentrate.
And I'm panicking at the alarming amount of homework I still have not touched.

crossposted to LJ

OMG! IT MOVES!!!

2009-06-23T22:36:00.005+08:00

Hoorah.

I made a banner for my blog.
woot. done using paint and my gif maker.

A very simple design

...
well that's because I don't know how to make it complicated.

and a not-so-fab Fanart.

go to my deviantart for the full ver.!

LOLs m' dear. LOLs.

2009-06-19T00:18:00.007+08:00

Goodness! I think I destroyed my brain cells listening to Wonder Girls live. They totally ruined Big Bang's songs on special stage where both groups where featured. Argh my ears. spare me. Can't even figure their english! they only know how to say 'nobody'. Big Bang pronounced the english lyrics properly. can hear them gasping for breath inbetween lyrics. please! SNSD can sing much better!!!

Fandom

2009-06-17T12:27:00.003+08:00

Presenting...
dun dun dun dun!!!

A new Soul Eater fanfiction! written by yours truely.

Title: Maka Albarn's Guide to Curing Hiccups
Rating: T
Pairing: Soul x Maka
Summary: Soul has a glitch. Who's there to fix him up? Shokunin Maka of course! Chp 1 “Who says hic I’ve got the hic-cups?”

CLICKYYY!!!

Note: Chapter 1 is pretty much just the fight scenes. the fun starts in later chapters!!! please read & review!!!! :D

2009-06-14T21:36:00.006+08:00

My teeth have been killing me these days... the pain has subsided but I am no where near eating a good solid meal. The metal wire of my braces is etching a line of ulcers along the inner side of my mouth. ouch.
I have forgotten how it feels like to run my tongue across my teeth...

Dad got these gazungas (to exaggerate how huge it is) headphones for free when he bought stuff at the PC show recently. It's so huge it makes Yoh's headphones look like child's' play. And I could become a (disfunctional) vocaloid.

do you know that I miss you?

...

2009-06-12T20:17:00.001+08:00

everyone seems to be doing homework while I'm just layzing away ~
I just put on my braces today
the horror has just began..

watch this. its awesome and so well drawn.
try not to watch it twice. you'll get addicted.

2009-06-06T12:22:00.005+08:00

LEN IS SO UBER CUTE!!!!

VOCALOID cast in TORADORA OP!
Rin is somewhat oddly placed as 3 different roles..

2009-06-05T20:31:00.003+08:00

Turns out that I'll have to wait until next friday to put on my braces. HOORAY for my still swollen gums!!! It saved me a few days of food enjoyment. I LOVE YOU GUMS!!! xD

2009-06-05T12:06:00.006+08:00

Have you always thought vampires are cool and oo-lala all the blood-sucking thing?
Well, trust me. You would never want to be a vampire.

Having the constant metallic taste of blood in my mouth take over the role of saliva isn't what you would like to experience for 4 days straight. Waking up with your tongue coated a dark-brown of dried blood isn't very pleasant either.
I've been eating goo for the past few days, unable to chew any solid foods for fear that I would open the wound in my gums again.

I'm going to have to put braces ~~tonight~~ and I bet it'll hurt even more that what I have endured recently...

I'd rather get my ass beaten twice in hwarang than this.

Pain

2009-06-01T21:17:00.004+08:00

Plucked out my two teeth today. It hurt like hell. It was so numb that it spread to my nose, making it feel like I only had half a nose. I couldn't even if I was wiping my nose or not! It's better now after the numbness has faded and the bleeding stopped. (though I can still taste a lil' blood) It's frustrating when your gums hurt like mad and you can't do anything to ease the pain but just bite on the gauze and slam yourself into walls in madness.

Mum just scolded me for no reason. It always happens. I help her to send an email and when I tried to confirm with her if she wanted to send it, she said she doesn't want to send it and wants to send another email to someone else. I'm talking about THIS mail first??! When I say "so do you want to send THIS mail to THIS person??" she declines. like WHAT!??! then she finally says "yes" after all the "NOOOOOO"s.

ARGH. can't stand it.

then she storms off saying that it's so hard to talk to young people nowadays.
blah blah.. the same story.

And I'm left wondering when the hell was it my fault.

huh.

2009-05-27T22:02:00.004+08:00

I've read finish the third book of Inheritance. so sad!! I wish it would last longer. now I'll have to wait for the next book. when will that be?!?!!

and so while waiting... lets do a 'Which Eragon Character Are You Most Like' QUIZ!!!
I must be crazy to be doing this...

and the results are...

I am like Brom!! oh man.
You are indeed wise and experienced! You may encounter foes along your path and you are definitely brave enough to face them. However, you are wise enough to know when you can avoid a fight and save your energy. Your keen ability to think on your feet, resourcefulness, and ability to make allies are skills invaluable in any conflict.

to do this quiz, (I doubt you wanna)
go to www.alagaesia.com

2009-05-25T21:51:00.002+08:00

Exams have been long gone... and the resultant is the usual disappointment mixed together with a pinch of hope. I got a total of 17pts which needless to say, is not up to expectations from my mother. I would certaintly appreciate if someone enlightened me on my physics and chinese language. Oh spare me the endless worries and troubles.

I just wished the holiday would arrive sooner without the constant calling of assignments in that little corner of your head.

I can't believe I would be making a visit to the arcane creatures of the jungle if not for the swine flu. should I rejoice at the matter despite the misfortune its caused?

2009-05-08T21:25:00.006+08:00

Finally its down to one paper! I can't wait to get it over with.
amath is killer.

failure is imminent. Its just a matter of how bad it is.

FMAbrotherhood ending is so cute.

AND...
DONGHAE!!! with SNSD. perfect combo. ^^
he's so cute in the vid. like the part where he uses the giant candy cane as a machine gun. LOL

would anybody like to go with me for manga drawing class???

2009-05-08T11:33:00.003+08:00

I'm breaking down due to exams...
There's only 2 papers left! amath and chem. my worst subjects. How ironic right? I got first in like the whole level for chem common test but now I can't even pass class tests.
Reached home late at about 7pm after Geog paper yesterday. Was too tired and stressed out that I didn't even study. I can't even bring myself to study now even though amath exam is just a few hours away. I'll rather lie on the couch and watch bob the builder. I wish the exams will just stop... or I'll just flunk it like later.

Birthday

2009-04-29T21:13:00.003+08:00

HARRPIEE 15th BIRRRTHDAY to ME!!!!
I have officially turned 15th! Indeed, how time flies! When you look back it seems like so many things have gone by in a flash.
This is the best birthday I've ever had. (except for ever-grouchy mum.. bahhh. party pooper.) I've always celebrated my birthday quietly at home with just my family and a simple cake. But this year I have my group of besties to sing that special song for me.
Its really wonderful although I admit I feel a bit awkward since I'm not used to such social situations.
But overall, it's really fabulous and I enjoyed myself. Not to mention, I received so many gifts!!! (many to me) :D
Thanks to everyone for their well-wishes!
:D

2009-04-24T21:35:00.003+08:00

Went to see the dentist today to consult about the braces issue. It turns out that my condition is even worse than sis's and I might even have to go for surgery!
Because my lower jaw is smaller and could not accommodate my teeth, it began to grow outwards. Hence, if I want my upper and lower teeth to meet, I would have to go for surgery to move my lower jaw inwards. I was shocked when the dentist said that. It all sounded so unreal.

I'm against the idea of going for surgery. My face would look completely different and there's always a risk. I would be most probably be extremely traumatised and there was a risk that my lips could become numb.
Lip movement would be fine but you wouldn't be able to feel anything. I'm not willing to risk that... imagine you are eating and you can't feel it at all! or you can't even feel when you are kissing or something like that.. I don't know.

but I'm freaked out by the possibility that something like that can happen...
I think i'll just realign my teeth. wouldn't want to change the way I look.

urgh. Had a leg cramp after I woke up from my nap today. argh painpainpain. and it still hurts. weird isn't it???

2009-04-23T22:37:00.002+08:00

Time really flies. Mid years start tomorrow!!!! I can't believe it. I'm freaking out.
SS is such a pain. go ahead, brainwash yourself with propaganda. Who the hell writes letters nowadays anyway...

I've said this and I'll say it again..
oh the cruel fate of exams.

go die.

2009-04-18T14:26:00.008+08:00

Went to Liang Court yesterday for dinner. That place is a haven for japs. Half the place is full of Jap restaurants and you can identify many japs walking around.

After that we walked around and when we were passing by a bookstore I saw SOUL EATER manga 14 and postcard book on the shelf!!! It was just published in Japan and its already here while I have been scanning through comics connection for months for the chinese ver. of book 13.

I immediately shouted "I WANT THAT!!!!" and I bet many people looked at me. *sheepish grin*

But anyway I scanned the whole row of shelves of manga to look for it. OMGosh. Its a manga haven. So many series!!! All the newly published ones too! (too bad its in jap.. can't read!!! T_T) Finally after much hard searching (that includes running up and down shelves full and getting sis angry in the process) I found my row of SE books.

There was even the fanbook crisis edition! it was too expensive so I 'x'ed that out.
But I managed to plead mum and dad to get me the

HOW TO MAKE DEATHSCYTHE GUIDEBOOK and POSTCARD BOOK. I'll wait for the chinese ver. of manga...

But when we got home Mum hid my books somewhere unknown before I could get my hands on them, saying something about it distracting me and only after exams. Didn't even manage to snag a few pictures of it.. sigh.. and worse of all... I CAN'T FIND IT!!!!!!!!! T_T oh the cruel fate of exams... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

But it is truely the BEST birthday present ever.

(since Angela and Alexis bought me a DGM manga) :D

Couldn't take pictures of my books but I found them online
Postcard book and -How to make deathscythe- guidebook (right)

2009-04-15T21:37:00.007+08:00

OVERLOAD OF WORK.
\\\\\

I love SOUL EATER DRAMA CD 02 HEART FULL OF LOVE
After listening to it all I could hear in my head was

MAKA SAYING

"SOUL... honto... su-te-ki"
Soul, you're really... handsome

*grabs Soul's hand*

"SOU-RU... AISHITERU WAAAA SOOOOOURUUUU!!!!!"
Soul... I LOVE YOU SOUL!!!

"Moto momo shite , tsuto sobani ite"
Be with me! Stay by my side forever!

"... SOUL wa AISHITERU dake!"
(I'm normal) ... I'm just in love with Soul!!!

"iiya! Soul iku dame!"
No! Soul don't go!
...

"I ka nai ne!!!"
Don't go!!!

"SOUUUUL!!!"

Sorry If i spelled it wrongly.. I only based it on hearing.
Actually the story was that Maka's Papa made a love potion and tested it on Soul aka 'The Subject' then Maka comes and FALLS IN LOVE WITH SOUL. ^^

It's hilarious.

I'm waiting for translation for part 5 to be out.
But so far I figured was that Soul and Maka found out about the love potion and decided to fake that they were affected by the potion to tease Spirit (maka's papa)

Maka: I'm glad I have you as my partner
...
Maka: Ne Soul, can I ask of you (onegai something)
...
Maka: Kissu shite?
Soul: (I can't figure out his sexy voice) T_T
Maka: Soul wa aishiteru
Soul: Maka

KISSU SHIOU! IMA SHIOU! SUGU SHIOU!

Cd 01 Kid Liz and Patty's is nice as well. though Kid didn't really say much as he fainted.
But I like the part where Stein called him 'mom'

And Kid went: Ahh Stein..WAH?-ORE WA KAA SAN?!!!

meaning I'm the mother??

Ahh.. I just love it. I've been listening to it over and over.

2009-04-11T23:05:00.005+08:00

I was bored. So I decided to do some quizzies!!!! :D why did quizilla have to remove the embedded link >_< How Awkward Are You
Awk-Not !
Your actually not too awkward at all, you tend to deal with situations day by day and as normal as you see fit. You have your moments, but your basically generally a chill, down to earth person who doesn't even over think things enough to make them "Awkward"

How Picky Are You?
Laid Back
Man - you're one of those people who can just order right off the menu, aren't you? You don't walk in with any preconceived notions of who's "right" for you. It's cool that you're so go-with-the-flow -it sets you up to find some real diamonds in the rough. The only thing to worry about with this attitude is that you don't want to be totally opinionless! For instance, you do have some standards about people treating you with some respect, right? And being honest with you, and giving back what you give them? If not, definitely develop those standards ASAP. It doesn't have to be a checklist - just know what your basic expectations are, and make sure they're high enough to make you feel good about yourself.

What Soul Eater Character Are You?
Soul Eater
http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/8129441/what-soul-eater-character-are-you

xD I think i'm a half soul and half maka. <3
cause I'm lazy (like Soul) to do most of my homework but when it comes to exams I mugg like mad. And I like reading (like Maka) A cool/lazy/nerd??? WHUT

Soul Eater:Are you the Meister,or the Weapon
Weapon!
You're likely to be the Weapon!

2009-04-07T22:30:00.003+08:00

tests tests and more tests!
I think I'm going crazy.
I seriously need a few days to just chill and do nothing but eat and sleep.
A relaxing weekend ahead sure sounds nice.
Chances of slacking through are slim with news of exams round the corner.

Okay. I need to study now.

2009-04-06T21:59:00.001+08:00

sometimes I really wonder...
what are friends?

2009-04-01T22:16:00.010+08:00

omgomgomg! SOUL EATER EPISODE 51 ROCKS!!!!

An unexpected turn of events when suddently Maka utilises her father's weapon blood in her and fights unconsciously to rid herself of fear and summons her scythes!

I LOVE MAKA AND SOUL!! Its always what I've wanted to see. A girl kicking badass in a shounen anime. what more can you ask for?

THE PASSWORD IS COURAGE!!!!!

why did the series have to end?!! SO HAPPY <3

chapter 60 rocks as well.

arachne's demise in the manga is way cooler than in the anime.

I mean come on,

Maka's fighting in a dress made out of Soul's black blood!!

which acts as an armour.

how can you not love that.

I'm gonna draw fanart like mad.

MAKAAAAA <3

SOULLLLL

2009-03-28T21:33:00.001+08:00

Everyday I would find you seated just a seat away
Everyday you would smile at me as we pass along the corridor
Everyday we would play catching together with everyone
the familiar sound of laughter
the familiar smiles on everyones' faces
Even though we didn't talk much
Even though I was a bit jealous
Even though we were in the same class for only a year or two
Even though we didn't really click

Even though I didn't really know you

When I heard of what had happened
I felt my heart stop
I couldn't believe my ears
It had to be a lie...
right?

Even though I can't seem to cry
It hurts somewhere,
deep inside.

This feeling of loss...

where did it come from?

I never thought it would hurt so much

I didn't feel this way when my family died

What is wrong with me

This immense feeling

I feel so blank

Why do I feel this way?

I felt nothing.

nothing,

when my grandfather died

nothing,

when my uncle passed away

Am I such an emotionless person?

...

The memories will last forever. However faint, it shall be embedded into my heart.

Rest in peace,

Claudia

2009-03-19T20:42:00.002+08:00

I'm back and blogging.!!! :D :D :D

The camp was really fun. As much as we tried to teach the kids new stuff, I managed to learn a lot as well. A real learning experience, albeit it definitely tiring, both mentally and physically.
It was so hard to get the kids to listen and just settle for a while. Its really funny when they are all hyped up in the morning and then by late afternoon, you'll find that it's become quiet, they're all siting down and some even sprawled on the floor trying to get a nap.

There are different techniques as to how to manage the kids. sometimes you gotta be fierce and firm and just bore into their eyes until you may actually shoot lazer outta your eyes like superman.
But other times you gotta convince them somehow using different tactics that might...
a) scare them
b) threaten them (you don't want to go overboard on this one...)
c) sweet talk??!!!

okay I'm not much of a pro... I can hardly get my group members to get off their suckly butts.
Oh and not mentioning that the kids are really annoying in that they squabble over every little matter!! for example (my group), who gets to sit in front, who gets to hold the group board thingy, who gets what juice, whose bottle of water is it and forcefully get you to take it.

I mean, wouldn't life be much easier without all these useless mindless yacking? yada yadda yadda. you just wanna scream at them to shut up. (I'm not so mean okay?!! I didn't.)

I did not realise the difference between top schools and neighbourhood schools until now. We (PHS peeps) were much more enthusiastic than the RGS girls. considering that they did not participate as much (or did not know how) in the meager 'campfire'.

maybe I'll continue that time.

maybe not.

who knows.

2009-03-12T22:42:00.003+08:00

I can't believe it! Its finally here. I'm leaving for Chaoyang camp tomorrow. I can sense impending doom. I don't know how I'm gonna handle the kids! and I'm not much of a leader either. I think I'll screw it all up with my klutziness(?). Pray that I'll have strength to pull through!!! I'll have to switch my system to full hyper drive. Enthu to the max. ARGHHHHH!!! I'm not the kind of socialising person! chikushou!

I hate giving up my meager holidays like that.

hmp.

Oh no! And I have school tomorrow = Physics test = DIEEEEE

2009-03-08T21:15:00.003+08:00

woots! mum finally bought the third book of the Inheritance Cycle for me! Brisingr! meaning fire. Can't wait to read it. don't know how I'm gonna carry it to school.

I shouldn't have cut my hair! I look horrendous. Even though I tell myself that I look fine every 5 minutes, when I look into the mirror I want to rip my hair off. arghhhhhh!!! that horror of having that IC for 15 years!!

2009-03-07T16:53:00.002+08:00

I fell out with mum just so to do the project. but in the end, nothing was accomplished at all. do you think your the only one thats busy? I'm busy as well. I'm like trying to devote my time into this damn project and its you just make statements and then leave.

I'm sick of this damn stuff.

What the hell.

I'm trying to get along as well.

2009-03-04T21:08:00.003+08:00

ohmy, I haven't registered my life story for about a month.
here goes.

My life is slowly seeping away from FPS. Me and an overdose of projects will cause my brain to malfunction. I've been staying back in school past the usual hours and homework is definitely piling up. Oh yes it is..
Hope that I won't get sick.

There's still a camp to survive.

2009-02-10T21:24:00.002+08:00

today, chinese teacher wrote the english description on the whiteboard as "occupited by the enmey". he didn't even get it when we told him it was spelled wrongly.
been feeling kind of down in school these days. there's almost tests every week and I still can't figure much out of math. nothing much. I don't feel like blogging.

2009-02-05T22:02:00.005+08:00

Im obsessed with Rin and Len Kagamine of Vocaloid2 02. I like their voices and the songs. love it love it!!!
and Len raps in Gekokujyo! uber coolness. somehow I can't seem to say "Len rapping." LEN RAPPING LEN RAPPING LEN RAPPING LEN RAPPING REN RAPPING REN LAPPING

and I realised I have said the word "retarded" over 20 times today and counting.

And here's the english translation for Gekokujyo (Revolution)!!!!
- [NOW PLAYING] (if you are lucky)

Succession to be named the 2nd heir... it's now 3 month
(Though) official ranking list is always filled by the first
It's-about-time we bloom our flower once
Now we shall rise out, it's a revolution
First spear(attack)
Is mine
(Head) Slashing Captian Len Kagamine
Batter F5 (key)
Because of strange fabrication,
I am taken as a Shota(Boy ver. lolita) in NICO
Wait a sec HEY!
I am a man
Run over me and I'll run over you with my road-roller
Isn't something a bit wrong with my image
Hidder power is
Actually,
A beautiful voice as like never been before
Listen!!
Taking key up high,
Listen!!
Terrible tongue?
(Just) Ignore it
Give me a song!
The power to thrash-sword-to(fight-back) the first
Give me a song!
Make them my arms and I'll rise out
Here we go!
Revolution!!
Let's unite here my fellow Kagamine family
Here we go!
(For) Revolution!!
Let's unite here my fellow Kagamine family
Here we go!
(For) Revolution!!
Let's unite here my fellow Kagamine family
Here we go!(For) Revolution!!
Let's unite here my fellow Kagamine family
With whole family, hurled defiance
Comments got stormy but (well that's done)
Rin will make up for everyone alright
I'll treat them with champon-noodle in Ringa*hat
Being spoony this way... more then Miku-sis
Aren't I the lovelier one?
But being lovely won't make anything change so
As for now, I'll be curty in full-bore
Alright now, listen, our motto is
No-question, "OK, Green is the enemy"
Inside this fervent chest which shoulders the next heir
Soul that's not in machines dwells.
Under the precious-flag-of-Kagamine-family
Are the flames brandished by the painters and musicians gathers
Tiger (worthy-as-thousand-horsemen) as the-first-in-list
By adapting-to-situations, goes for a grasp to the victory
For the musicians who give us song,
A voice that measures up to their dream
For the painters who draw us, we'll offer up our smile
Authors who's Kagamine master, GJ!! Revolution!!
Let's unite here my fellow Kagamine family
Authors who's Kagamine painter, GJ!! Revolution!!
Let's unite here my fellow Kagamine family
Authors who's Kagamine creator, GJ!! Revolution!!
Let's unite here my fellow Kagamine family
(It's important so we'll say them X4) Authors, GJ! Revolution!
Let's unite here my fellow Kagamine family
Let's go, guys!
(For) revolution!!
Let's unite here my fellow Kagamine family
Let's go, guys!
(For) revolution!!
Let's unite here my fellow
Kagamine family
Let's go, guys!
(For) revolution!!
Let's unite here my fellow Kagamine family
Let's go guys!
(For) revolution!!
Let's unite here my fellow
Let's unite here my fellow
Let's unite here my fellow
Kagamine family

2009-01-30T22:36:00.003+08:00

My knee is hurting again from TKD. It sucks. Why are my knees so weak???
And it seems like we keep getting free periods in school. YAY. teachers rock this week for not coming. keep it up.

I want my manga I want my book I want to change my stupid email name

note: FUNimation sucks! why do they have to license ALL the nice anime???!!!
SEFsubs rule!!!!!

2009-01-27T22:03:00.005+08:00

Went to Aunt's house for reunion lunch this afternoon. Yummy food and savaging domestic cat(s).

The females.

Petra pounced on me. He (yes its a guy cat) bit my hand lah!! and this cat has a weird obsession for toes. He keeps trying to bite my and my cousin's toes off.

Now you know what golf bags are for. scratching.

Haha! I like the expression on this one.

and the next top fat cat model. Gisselle.

It's a different cat lah you.

Okay, lets end this cat obsessed post.

Goodbye CNY!! until next year~ :D

2009-01-25T11:00:00.004+08:00

and yes. It's finally the lunar new year! some rather nasty facts about CNY:

1. you have to visit all your relatives, greeting them one by one while they go "Oh! you're soooooo BIG already!"

2. teachers get to use the excuse of the holiday to give you extra homework

3. eat lots of bak kwa that contains cancerous stuff inside (that's what my sis said.)

4. spend utterly boring hours at your relatives house doing nothing.

5. you have to eat steamboat leftovers for the next few days...

some nice facts:

1. of course its the hongbaos right?

2. you get to eat lots of junk food.

3. more holiday! that's if you don't mind nasty pt. 2

4. have fun with your relatives. (otherwise nasty pt. 4 for you)

I'm really the kind of person for festive stuff. seems this year the mood just isn't quite right. Mum and sis and still having the same deja vuu every year, fussing over her attire. and never once would I wear the correct pair of shoes mum desires me to wear. hmm..

amid all the celebration, lets not forget the true meaning of getting together as a family and most of all, have a very happy niu year!!!

2009-01-21T19:54:00.004+08:00

My oneshot manga. I got the idea during history lesson when mrs Lim was talking about WWI. based on the germany minister who decided to quit instead of signing the treaty.
It's really small, so click to view it. Reminder: I added fictional stuff so seriously, it really happen this way.

2009-01-20T17:54:00.003+08:00

School has been very discouraging this week. With piles of 'whatthehellisthis' math, tests, late nights, and sometimes life's road isn't that smooth.
We had to start our FPS project from scratch, and with the teacher's not so nice comments, it's even more discouraging. I wish I could stay at home and sleeppp the day away..

2009-01-15T21:28:00.006+08:00

everything has been going so far so good in school, including wonderful lunch time together with the clique, homework has been managable SO FAR. although I still don't get my physics thingy going. Loving English periods where it is so slack! and we got to watch CSI today. ahhh// wish it was miami though. :D
I love the Inheritance Cycle! Eragon rocks. So far I'm only halfway through Eldest, hoping to get the third book.

2009-01-09T23:25:00.003+08:00

today is a very unlucky day for me. a series of unfortunate events happened to me one after another in just one hour in the morning, adding on to my frustration and anger. stupid teachers and coincidential stuff. I HATE YOU!!!! I could bite/rip off half my textbook now.
argh.
And i've got horrible bug bites that is making mt arm and leg itch like mad!!!! why is this happening to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee????!!!

2009-01-06T18:07:00.007+08:00

History is. such. a. BORE. droney teachers. Future Problem Solving (FPS) is so lame lah. make us do this stupid extra project. For a whole year.
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and I'm grouped with someone whom I find extremely distasteful and I know dislikes me too. I feel like the outcast. and I hate it. I dislike you. yes you. I'm fine with everyone else. but that person is just irritating. it gets on my nerves.
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I don't know what to do. I sense impending doom. thanks to THE clique who helps me to keep everything together, even though you don't know it. and so the start of homework begins.

2009-01-05T20:09:00.004+08:00

First day of lessons deemed fine. I might as well survive. I think I'll suffer for math. just the simplest of the first chapter and I'm already having problems with it.
I hate doing homework. and I'm refusing to do it. I get pissed off everytime I think about it.

2009-01-03T16:26:00.007+08:00

I'm beginning to get stressed out everything. the huge amount of holiday homework I have that's due soon is adding on to it.

I can't straighten out my thoughts.

It's a mess.

everything is a mess.

what's wrong?

I don't know.

what's going on?

I wish I knew.

I just wished I had more time.

that can't happen.

I know.

you should have done your homework earlier.
It's your own fault.

I know that.

so you know.

yes. stop telling me. It hurts.

you brought this upon yourself.

yes. yes. yes. I know

so deal with it. you suffer for your mistakes.

I'm trying.
...
..
.

but I can't.

I'm drowning.

stop talking to yourself, stupid.

2009-01-02T21:40:00.005+08:00

First day of school. I don't think I can survive. I'm going crazy with each day. I want to just forget all the troubles in the world and just do nothing at home and spend time with my family.

There's nobody to talk to in school and I'm just worried history would repeat itself.
I really don't want to be a loner again. I hate it. I'm drifting further and further away..

I'm falling.

Save me.

...

In the year 2008

2009-01-01T21:23:00.003+08:00

okay. this is like a day late but nevermind.

Overall, I really enjoyed the year of 2008. It's the best year so far and I don't want it to end.
Many super uber cool and enjoyable stuff has happened. Just short re-caps.
Firstly, the BIGGEST change in my life.
- Accepting Christ.
It's really great. (except for all the non-stop crying) There's really no words to describe it. God is great. yea. Walking down this new path.

- 2 Grace
I love 2G man. Even though we're not really united (jointed cliques). but we can scream and be enthu all together. The all-girls rule and the guys aren't half bad. Funny, wacky times. We rocked.

- NDP 08
At first I found it a waste of time (I couldn't eat another KFC chicken after that) but during those performances, I really had a blast and it was really worth it as a once in a lifetime experience.

- the peeps
It's the first time that I actually have a clique! (I'm sortof a loner) I'm glad to have got to known them and create wonderful memories together. Can't bear having to go to different classes this year.

- hwarang 08
one word : ouch.
I got beaten up pretty badly but managed a silver anyway. (thank you for not coming~~)

Seeking Christ

2008-12-24T20:09:00.003+08:00

I went for YCKC Youth Camp 08' on Sunday and just came back. It was my first time attending youth camp and honestly, I did not want to go as I still have a pile of homework waiting for me at home and my spiritual life wasn't very good. To me, Church was just always a Sunday thing. Go to Church, worship, then come home and forget everything.

I've always been finding excuses to put God aside. But coming to this camp really changed my life. Learning more about Christ and experiencing His love for us opened my heart to Him and really welcome Him into my heart, into my life.

On the first night when the leaders washed our feet like how Jesus did for his disciples, reminded me of God's love for us. During that period, I was feeling really down. Life kinda sucked.
And being able to experience His love when I felt I was worthless touched me and encouraged me. And I began to ask myself "Why does God love me?" Why? I was a sinner and yet He died on the cross for our sins. Because He loved us.

I was confused and having mixed feelings. I just broke down and cried. I went to my bunk and sat there. Just sorting out my thoughts.

The next day, Sarah talked to me and helped me. That was when I decided to accept Christ.
And I'm really glad and thankful.
I want to thank God for coming into my Heart, reminding us of His great love. Giving me courage to make that step of faith. And that

'Never will He leave us,

Never will He forsake us.'

I want to ask God to lead me and guide me through this new journey with Him.

Thanks to Pauline, Sarah, and everyone else.

2008-12-20T13:00:00.003+08:00

its the end of the holidays in a week and I have not done most of my homework. I hate me being not able to manage my time and procrastinating on everything. Its definitely something I NEED to change about myself.
Worse still, Mum found out about this matter and gave me a dressing down.

I'm running out of time and fast! What's more, I'm leaving for Youth Camp tomorrow! How am I going to concentrate on God when I have a pile of homework waiting for me at home?
Regrets.
It is my own fault that all this is happening.

I have a feeling that the following week will not be pleasent.

until then,
ja-ne.

2008-12-15T13:09:00.007+08:00

damn it. I was on my way home after buying lunch today when just as I steped onto the pavement, i got hit by a bicycle and my lucnch went flying. That freakkking idiotic boy. I should have shouted at him. five bucks got wasted just like that. The boy just cycled off. damn him. Had to borrow a phone from someone to call sis.
I got cuts on both my knees, elbow and foot. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn

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AND.. when I cleaned my wound some of my blood was black. and I went BLACK BLOOD?!!! OMG! like in Soul Eater! It would be so cool if it didn't hurt so much..

2008-12-13T21:30:00.005+08:00

a bird invaded the balcony today. i think it was imjured or something as it refused to fly away no matter how we provoke it. in the end, mum and dad had to catch it and throw the bird out. what a scene! hope it doesn't come back.

some of my drawing in my notebook.

a scene from the manga

click on it to enlarge. but don't kope arh!!!

2008-12-10T11:16:00.003+08:00

man. im really pissed off. all of my soul eater episodes have deleted!!!! now i cant make any amvs. whats more, all my ideas for the songs were already used just when i almost got the amv done. this sucks like hellll!!!

2008-12-06T17:30:00.006+08:00

hooray!!! mum bought me book 5 of CoaD. I've been waiting for it for like... 1 year!! So envious of other countries that get it first. They already got the 6th book! Also got Eldest. sequel to Eragon. Its been 2 years since I read that book. I'll have to re-read it to freshen my memory. more reading!!
It really sucks that I still haven't started on any of my holiday homework yet. shucks. AND I'm still hoping there's time left for hanging out with my friends. the long wait of three weeks is finally over! yet there's this weird feeling that replaces it. its no longer the same as before...

dad bought me new headphones that i've always wanted and its awesome!!!! lovin' the effects

don't cry because its over,
smile because it happened... :DD

2008-12-05T14:22:00.007+08:00

some funny vids I found on newgrounds.
don't watch if you can't stand super lame random parodies.

Twatlight - http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/470766
Irod Bad - http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/438827
Go, Go, Parody Rangers! (Super Freakin Parody Rangers)
1 - http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/339918
2 - http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/377791
3 - http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/401846

2008-11-30T16:31:00.004+08:00

its been pretty boring lately at home. reading books, playing games and getting pissed off at mum. much of the usual.
last friday the whole school went to watch The Promise musical. It was a really long bus ride but it was worth it. The musical was about Jesus's life. really beautiful songs. I hope that through this, we can reach out to more people.

2008-11-23T11:43:00.004+08:00

I just discovered that Soul has a brother called Wes. so he's Wes Evans. and he's talented in violin. sorta looks like an older version of Soul but his hair is less spikey. cool. I wonder what he'll look like in the anime. just hope it'll last till then.

2008-11-22T20:42:00.011+08:00

I went to the Anime Fest 2008 today at Suntec.

There were like tons of people and the queue to buy tickets streched from one end of the building to the other! luckily the queue was quite smooth, so me, sis and dad each paid $5 for a one day ticket.

There's like sooo many gundams! wooot GUNDAM haven. mostly from Gundam 00 and Seed. Thank goodness there weren't any evangelion or wing ones. otherwise I would have gagged there and then.

First Up, Gundams!!!

the Destroy Gundam piloted by Stellar in GSeed Destiny.

Huge larger-than-human gundam model of Exia from Gundam 00.

Beside it is a guy cosplaying the Gunam Exia itself!!! its a real guy wearing the suit you know. comes with light-up blue eyes. seems like he can barely move.

let me remind you again which is real and which is fake. the one on the left is the model. the one on the right and below is the guy.

more gundams from various series.

Second! Code Geass!!!

Suzaku and his Lancelot :)

Lelouch and C.C. seriously. there are too many C.C.s everywhere -.-

Code Geass chibi figures.

Ben 10 figures!! lol.

and... D.Gray-Man!

thats me with the huge Allen, Kanda poster

me and Lavi!!!! xDD oh yea. Lavi is lurveee~~

there were a few Allen cosplayers too but all of them were so ugly. horrible hair.

and glimpses of a few vk people. I saw two little girls dressed as akatsuki members. so cute.

surprise surprise! Death the Kid, Stein and Medusa from Soul Eater!

but no Soul.
If I could, I would go as Soul or Maka. But it is just too expensive to buy a costume. and I need friends to go with.

There's like tons of displays. and there was this guy drawing manga on the spot as well. the strokes are so good, not to mention he was using a mouse. not those com drawing pads.

2008-11-17T13:17:00.009+08:00

sis made me take this quiz. grrr...

Which would Fall for you-Vampire, Angel, Fairy or Elf (part one) Your Result: This Guy You don't know him yet, but he feels like he already knows you. Frenchie is really hot but its been a long time since he's had a girlfriend maybe he feels like you'll understand him. See part two for the continuation of this story!!!!
another one
A guy
this one
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Which would Fall for you-Angel, Vampire, Fairy or Elf (part two) Your Result: Anthony Even though he may seem cold and mathematical on the outside, on the inside he really wants to talk to you because he thinks you have a great mind and can give him a great conversation. It also helps he thinks you're really pretty :) read part 3!
Miku
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Which would fall for you part three Your Result: Miku He hopes you don't mind that he's kind of challenged with an oven. Also he's glad you like his music, because music is pretty much his life. He liked the alone time with you and he thinks he can trust you with his secret. Miku has a hard time trusting people because of his past, so this is a major compliment. :) find out what his story is in part 4! Please comment and rate!
Anthony
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Which would fall for you part four Your Result: Anthony He wasn't really in this one but he definetly has been thinking about you since you came and visited him in the library. He thinks you have a great mind and he loves how you handle yourself with other people. He thinks you're beautiful when you're detirmined. He can't wait to see you at dinner.
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Which will fall for you part five! Your Result: Miku He was nervous to tell you his story because he's never told it to anyone before. He's thrilled with the way you listened but is scared that you would judge him for his mistakes. He wants to tell you more about Fallen Angels and what happens to them, and what could possibly happen to you. He loved kissing your forehead and he thinks you may be the most beautiful girl he's ever met. He'll be in part six, so make sure you come back!
Anthony
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Which will fall for you part SIX Your Result: Anthony Anthony has never really paid much attention to girls before you came along and snapped him out of his little books. Now he is experiencing things he finds strange; when you hurt, he hurts, and when youre happy he's happy too. So during the shaking, he was as devastated as you were, and his biggest impulse was to just hold you forever. Come back for part 7 to find out what it means to have the music inside of you, what caused all that shaking, and where they are taking you in that dark, damp tunnel. Please comment and rate! See you soon!
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Which will fall for you part seven Your Result: Miku It scared him to death when he saw you being so bold with the wolf. he doesnt want you to be hurt and he knows that you have no idea what you're dealing with here, something that you will find out next time. You're too important to him - if you were hurt, he would be too furious with himself. See what Anthony will tell you in part eight! Hope you enjoyed this quiz, if you did please comment!
Anthony
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LOL. do you realise its Miku/Anthony/Miku/Anthony?

2008-11-15T16:47:00.004+08:00

went to send off boke, dodo and noob at the airport before hanging out with yoyo and eliza at PS a few days back. I'm gonna miss the trio! esp. dodo... now that I don't have anyone to utter my random gibberish to. I can't imagine what I'm gonna do next year!!! go back to anti-social don't-you-bother-me mode? eep!!

I finally found SE manga after pushing and scrutinising shelves after shelves of manga. :D stupid of me to buy the hong kong ver. which was easier to read but so expensive at 10 bucks! rather than the taiwan ver which was much harder (stupid fan ti zi) but only 7 bucks? And hey, yay. I got a free bookmark/ruler to boot.

ever wonder what'll happen if there's such an exclamation that goes "omgabcdefg!!!"

2008-11-07T11:46:00.009+08:00

The results are out and I'm in 3Endurance!!!!
woot yay!! but at the same time im sad that my peeps are in different classes.. sobbs.
I dunno what to do!??!!

Quizzy time!!! just some random ones i get by clicking the random button.
ima star wars fan!!

What color lightsaber would you weild if you were a jedi? Your Result: Jedi Sentinel- Purple You rely purley on skill alone. You use your abilities to your advanage. You are independent, you would disobey your masters only if need be but mostly you follow their directions. You fight for yourself but would save someone of course. You also work well in a team....
Jedi Consular- Green
Jedi Guardian- Blue
What color lightsaber would you weild if you were a jedi? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

So are you a life waster?60%

uhh... well you've wasted some of your life I see , hope it was time well wasted^^................................................

Do you waste your life?
Take More Quizzes

your life is 51% worth living

your purpose in life isnt that great or very important to the people around you, but your life could be improved (maybe)

what are you living for?
Take More Quizzes

How Michael Jackson are you??? Your Result: You are sooo NOT Michael Jackson! (me: good, that' You hate Michael Jackson with a fiery passion and dispise what he does to young children and hope he dies...WOOT! You are my fav person! Tell the guy who got answer number one (you are soooo Michael Jackson) to stay away form me!
You are like 50% Michael Jackson...
You are soooo Michael Jakson! (me: no need to cele
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I can't believe I just took that quiz...

Crazy Quiz!!!!!! Your Result: You're a worm Worms aren't crazy. That's why you are one. So just stay cool and... yeah... stay cool. And don't get bored for some reason. If you get bored, you will be like a... worm's poop or somethin. Yeah that would be cool.
WOW you are a snail.
Keep it cool, foo
Hmmm... you chose it's kind of in the middle.
ZOMGNESSCAPTORS!!!!!
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zOMG!! that's like the craziest quiz ever!! dead random. you gotta do it. pudding anyone?

on the randomness scale u are 57% oh really?

wow pretty impressive! but I think you could do a little bit better. so try ummm try... saying waffles ten times in a row reli fast! if sounds like ur saying woof!

How random are ya?
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2008-11-06T11:31:00.004+08:00

went to bugis with angela, yoyo, noob and alexis yesterday to celebrate alexis's birthday.
everyone seemed to be wearing black and white xD
we seemed to be lost at first, walking around aimlessly until yoyo saved the day but leading the way. took some neoprints and everyone ate pepper lunch for lunch! lmao how everyone gets influcenced.

oh well, went home early as the peeps had to go off.

us off the mrt door reflection

i saw this really cute duck at a bookstore. I WANT IT!!! but its so ex.

2008-11-04T20:29:00.002+08:00

mum is still fussing over stuff. Now, not only can I not use the computer, I can't even watch television! this is so unfair. she says she will continue to nag at me and breathe down my neck. I think I did not do anything wrong! anyway, which class I'll be allocated to doesn't just matter on position, each individual subject grade matters even more.

Cool Earth camp was really fun and meaningful. These two days have been magnificient. We went to Hortpark, VOPAK terminal and even to Jurong Island! At vopak, we learnt the process of treating sewage water. But I think the visit to Jurong Island was cool. As it is a protected area, not everyone gets a chance to go there.
I finished up my journal pretty neatly and got a 'goodie bag'. gross how oily nutella actually is...

HAVE YOU HEARD?!!! 'xinyi stole the cookie from the cookie jar.' LOL

I'm going to Bugis with my peeps tomorrow! Hope everyone can make it. Can't wait!! :D

2008-11-01T15:03:00.002+08:00

PTC yesterday totally sucked. well, mum found out about my class position being 28th and gave me a running down on why I let 18 people surpass me and what shit. What the hell does she want lah?! To me, my results were already satisfying, with 1 A1, 4 A2, and the rest B3 and 4. So its kinda good already right? But mum still wasn't happy. I can't apprehend it! Would she rather I be no. 1 in the worst class? or last in the best class? (not that i am)

I was eligible for combis B - E. hey thats good. :D I have no intention of doing triple science anyway. but cher said that I could still opt for it if i wanna..

Mum even said that my results dropped because I mixed with people who didn't study and it influenced me. that really hurt my feelings a lot because I already had very few friends and here she is criticising them? how can she say that?!

2008-10-30T09:07:00.008+08:00

Went to 1H 07 Gathering at Sentosa yesterday! about half the class showed up.
However, bonding was not so quite possible as the guys played basketball/soccer while the girls built sandcastles which eventually became digging huge waterholes in the sand. It was so huge 3 people could stand in it and the water reached pass your ankles. so deep! I wonder if anyone would actually fall into it. LOL. i'm so tanned that mum keeps fussing about it.

tomorrow is actually ptc?!! omg! I totally forgot. and i'm dead. mum is soooo gonna kill me!!!!! good luck people.
besides that
I CAN'T BELIEVE i'm actually flirting on gaia!! so GROSS!!! cause my char is a guy so i'm flirting with girls?!!! eww eww eww >_<

2008-10-25T16:07:00.004+08:00

school has ended and the hols are here! woot!

Dad bought AoE III!!! yay!
it looks kinda cool. I'll try it out sometime.

I'm currently watching King of Bandit Jing. quite nice :D but not enough to make me fanatic.

found this SoMa doushinji. the person who drew this is one heck of an artist.
and sadly, its in jap. so I don't understand a single word.
[warning: content is ahem ahem.. if you know what I mean]

http://webclap.simplecgi.com/clap.php?id=miyakatura

you have to click the button below to go to the next page.

2008-10-23T15:34:00.003+08:00

gosh. in a flash, sec 2 has ended. and principle mrs tan and ms chua is leaving!!! so sad. we will miss them lots!! 2 GRACE 08 is the best class. 2GRACE'08 forever!!!

2008-10-22T21:49:00.004+08:00

OMG!!!! I just went to ntrix and found out that I had dropped from 10th position in class to 28th!!!! ARGH!!! mum is sooooo gonna kill me when she finds out!!!! > <
oh man. this really sucks.

this.
absolutely.
sucks.
like.
hell.

go die you study freaks!!!

2008-10-21T20:38:00.004+08:00

Another boring day, another boring lecture. funny thing is, did anyone notice (i'm SURE you did) that all the lecturers were indian? and they were big size too? and they all wore really huge weird belts. like power ranger or sumthin. LOL.
the paramedic guy who demonstrated bout the stretcher really pissed me off. he kept scolding everybody sayin' we all did stuff wrong. come on! we're not professionals. not like it would kill your classmate. he's so unreasonable and made 4 small sized girls to carry a big guy?!!!

urgh.

I hate following this daily routine of a life.

I dunno.. but I found this SoMa AMV really awesome.

OMG! we vandalised the whole table in our homeroom with anime names and chars! O_O
ms chua is gonna be soooo angry.

like who cares.
I'm still looking for a favourable anime to watch. pretty hard to find the genre I like.
this is my list of fav anime chars so far.
Air Gear - Agito/Akito
Code Geass - Suzaku , Kallen
D.Gray-Man - Lavi (duh!)
Darker Than Black - Hei
FF VII AC - Cloud
Gundam Seed - Cagalli
Prince of Tennis - Ryoma
Soul Eater - Soul , Maka

pretty much..

2008-10-20T19:57:00.002+08:00

Security courses are such a bore and we have to endure it for 3 whole days in a week! okay... you might say that it is important stuff, but the lecturer's monotone speech is something I can't handle. All for a cert.
I took a peek at my compiled not overall yet!!! I hope..) exam results today. really disappointing. All my As became Bs!!!
ARGH!!!!
I went to AMK library after school today to borrow some books to pass time. the forever dodo found a jap guide book that taught you how to scold people!! LOL. I know someone you can use it against.. considering the idiot she is, she won't even suspect a thing.
My hands are itching to do a model kit Gundam. zD (woah.. a new face I created)

Advent CAMP

2008-10-19T15:52:00.004+08:00

back from Adventure Camp on Friday. although half of me is really glad to have my comfortable bed back, my other half is missing all the enthusiasm displayed at camp. One really bad thing about the camp was that bathing time sucked. there wasn't enough ample time to bath (as always) and meals were served in pathetic amounts. I could go for 3rd serving if there was.

We slept in 2 storey huts, open air-ed bunks with polished wooden floors. Luckily the bunks were considerably okay, except for the presence of mosquitoes.
Before lights out, we would spray a generous amount of insect-repellent. It was so overwhelming until you could taste it in your mouth!
It was really cramp as well because the whole class of 2Grace girls (about 30++?) had to bunk together. Girls rule. YEA man.

I only tried 2 high elements. Flying Fox and the Broken Bridge. I really admire those who tried the rest of the elements. It's so scary! And they all managed to finish them in an amazing short time. I hate my short legs. Because of them, I couldn't cross the bridge as I couldn't reach a few steps (I managed in the end after like ... you get the point). Fine. It was also partially because I was scared out of my wits as well.
damn you.

I asked the instructor if he was afraid of heights and he admitted, yet he acted so clam and collected and could easily walk to the edge of the 3 story high platform (no railings!!!) and look down. I didn't even dare to let my grip of the handle bar. I'm such a wimp. T_T

There were lots of lizards around during the evening, especially on the canteen ceiling. (wtf are they doing there?!) and Angela (the forever Dodo) totally freaked out.
Talking about lizards, there was an incident when one of them dropped down from the ceiling during dinner and landed right smack on the guy's table besides ours and it scattered onto Ernest! everyone totally went 'WTH?!' haha.

I got my shoes and mum's track pants (sorry!!!) all muddy cause of the mud games. urgh. wonder how some peeps managed to stay uber clean! so not fair. -.-

2GRACE'08 rocks your socks!!! I really don't want sec2 to end. It's been the best year so far of my whole schooling life! Yet, its about to end in a week's time. Even though I still don't know most of my classmates that well, we still kick ass, snitching the most Enthu and Best Class Award during the camp. That's lots of munchies for you!!! I mean, Me!! :D

Special thanks to the Student Leaders, Teachers and Enthu classmates for making this camp possible!!!

2008-10-13T21:00:00.004+08:00

argh damn!!! I just finished watching air gear in just 2 days. so sad there's no season 2! i love Agito/Akito so much. sobbs.

eoy results were kinda disappointing..
lit - 36/50
eng - i forgot
sci - 67.5

hope tomorrow will be better..

now there's seriously nothing to watch!!

I'm uber happy for math. :D

math - 56/80 = 70/100!!! exactly an A2!!!
home econs - 70/100 haha
chinese p2 - 34/70. damn you one more mark!
art - passed. my art is humiliating. congrats to joh for getting first!!!!
hist - 43/70 where'd my MCQ go?!?!!

its very depressing when mum always says my marks are too low and that I take exams too lightly. I've done what I could! Isn't 4 A2s enough? and its not even the final score!

tomorrow I'm leaving for Adventure Camp already! I dislike camps... and mum is saying she'll miss me. I'm trying to stuff all my stuff into one single campro bag. tough feat?

2008-10-11T17:00:00.004+08:00

It has been a long weekend. no more work to do! but it kinda sucks at home with nothing to do but just play com. and the stupid WMM isn't working! Adventure Camp is next week and i'm really worried if i'll continue my unlucky streak. damn.
I started watching yet another anime. crazy! this character i like is kinda cool but his other split personality is cute but gay!!! and i hate it.
and there's this huge cockroach i saw on the wall outside that is threatening to enter my room... -_- ... ... ...

surprisingly, i'm eager to know my eoy results.

2008-10-09T10:22:00.007+08:00

I was late for art exam yesterday. I left home real late at 1.30 and only reached school at 2.05pm. I ran like mad all the way. Luckily the paper hadn't started yet. well, I paid the consequences of having mum ranting and glaring at me the whole day. talk about having someone who hates you down to the core.. scary. then at night she asked or rather commanded dad to talk to me. che. it sucks when your dad is a counsellor.

aside that, the exams are officially over. its time to play hard. although mum still wouldn't let me. this always happens. she'll say that we can play all we want as long as we study before exams but it'll DEFINITELY NEVER happen. that, I can assure.

currently,

UVERworld rocks.

face it. cause you know it too.

Soul's Crossing by T.M. Revolution is nice too! the op for Soul Eater wii game.

another one of my doodles. Maka from SE. a simple sketch.. again the damned shading doesn't show... -.- i know! the scythe is too short!!!!

2008-10-07T10:40:00.005+08:00

I love the new Soul Eater ending 3
watch it..
it kinda sounds like spanish or french.. but its really japanese!

Bakusou Yume Uta - Diggy Mo

I uploaded it :D If you don't mind, rate it 5 stars for me will ya?

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finally the EOYs are O-V-E-R!!! and i'm lovin' it.
but there is still Art paper left. and it is extremely irritating and annoying. I wish I could just tear up my art peace and go to sleep. the topics that we can do is hard. and developing ideas is sooo not cool.

go to hell art.

2008-10-06T18:03:00.012+08:00

i've decided to change my blog name. finally. all the hassle. i know it still sounds crappy. bear with it. i'll get a blog skin next time. sorry i can't be bothered now.
chinese paper today sucked.. paper 1 was sorta easy. so lucky! the question for news article was a similar one that i had gone over with my tuition teacher. however i was kinda sleepy and couldn't write much...
paper 2 was the worst. i couldn't figure what the hell the passage was saying! i couldn't finish up and even wrote one of my answers in the wrong qn and had to draw arrows everywhere.

in case you don't understand what the jap mean, i'll traslate here.
actually, i don't even know if its correct. I just put the words together... -.-

kinchou - listen (atentively)
ore wa - I / my
tamashii - soul
hyoushi - beat (as in music beat not hit)

yay. like the pic? i sketched Lavi at like 2am cause I couldn't sleep one day then scanned it into my com. the quality ain't that good and shading doesn't show. thats why its so blurr.. I haven't really finished the pic but oh well. Lavi is supposedly much younger.. early teens? :)

2008-10-03T22:47:00.003+08:00

Oh YAY. 3 papers left. I hurt my left foot a few days back cause I rammed my toe real bad into my bed post. haha. I still can't walk properly which is a really disturbing. gotta bandage it to prevent my toes from moving.. urgh.

Maths paper was okay. I didn't know how to do a few qns but overall still good.

D.Gray-Man anime has stopped. how sad. and they cut off so many scenes! now only the manga is ongoing. sobbs. T_T
even code geass has ended.. what an ending. it was a really interesting plot. you should watch it sometime.
now only left with soul eater to watch. hope they don't licence it as well..

2008-09-28T10:00:00.002+08:00

Mum is so problematic. Everyone seems to be. Happy one minute and then all angsty again. so weird right? why must people be angry for agessss for petty stuff?
When i'm glum, mum would scold me for having a 'black' face. And when i'm happy and laughing away with sis, she would scold me "siao ah? what's so funny?!" and glare at me for the whole 10 mins. ... ... ... ...
Dad finally bought speakers for my com. yay
Tomorrow is the 'real' start of the exams. I'm getting nervous everytime I think about it.

2008-09-26T22:35:00.004+08:00

English paper was okay. I'm in a story frenzy. For my compo I did something like making friends with this guy who introduced 'me' to drugs. Kinda cool. But most of my character names are koped off from somewhere.. hehe/

The Original Soul Eater Trailer. awesome.

It was something like this that I saw in Japan that made me wanna watch Soul Eater.
Okay. I'm gonna read some manga now. the soul eater manga ain't as nice as the anime. but dgray manga rocks all the same. :D

damn funny abridged. :D

2008-09-25T20:47:00.008+08:00

highlight to read. warning: emo post. read at your own risk. no I don't use vulgarities.

EOYs are starting tomorrow! it sucks.

Mum is really getting on my nerves.. until a point that I sometimes wish I didn't need to go home so early.
Mum accused me of wandering around outside a few days back. I can't believe it! It really hurt me. How could she not trust me? I really did not wander around and immediately went home straight. I even smsed my sis to inform her that I was on my way home instead of mum cause I was afraid that she was asleep and didn't want to disturb her... but in the end, it did not pay to be considerate.
This is a really emo post ain't it?
I cried hard that night. It wasn't my fault that the bus took extra long that day!!! how the hell would I know?

Mum is scolding me every single day. without fail. I mean, I'm tired in school too yea know? can't she just give me a break? does it even matter what time I wanna go to bed? 11pm is reasonable right? but not to her. what is her problem? When I'm doing work on the com, she'll nag at me to go to bed early. When i'm tired and wanna go to bed, she'll ask me why I'm going to sleep so early and ask me to study more.

I can't stand it! She's totally putting me down everyday. Saying that I'll surely fail, sighing whenever she sees me, scolding me whenever she sees me, calling me useless. Even when I was doing my canvas art, sis, dad and my peeps all said that my painting was good but mum only commented on its faults. I mean, at least i'm trying right? I can't be as pro as her.
It really pisses me off. AND I don't need freaking counselling. Don't you even dare try again...

STOP PUTTING ME DOWN! IT HURTS. A LOT.

that is why I always seem moody to you. chinese tuition sucks like heeellllll... so "concerned" about me isit?!! I CAN'T STAND IT.
History source based qns are hard. I'm doomed for chinese. Tough luck this year. good luck to you!
END
Thanks for reading this stupid post. It doesn't mean your're stupid, it means you care. or you are just a bored-out freak. go study lahhh!!!

2008-09-21T12:36:00.003+08:00

Kyaaa!!! I found these really cool [MAD] vids on youtube.
The first one is using Code Geass R2 ed with D.Gray-Man! xD

This one is Utena Op. Lavi is mainly featured in this one. I love it!!

i shall remove the irritating pop up.

2008-09-20T21:07:00.004+08:00

I rawked math test for data analysis. 20/20 of course since its just sec 2 level its still kinda easy. I can't imagine how tough maths would be for sec 3. total hell.

Extremely short post today. You guntard! No... its pronounced as "goon-tard" which is apparently 'hello' in german.. (I think) and a combi of 'goon-do' and 'retard'.
Totally lame.

ms chua is so blur! we can secretly switch on the air-con in class and she won't even notice. haha.. the weather has been unbearable these days...

My new computer mouse. Its so small!!!

EOYs are just 1 week away!
minna gambate!!!

instead of planning my study schedule...
I am already planning what to do during holidays... -.-

Quizzies again! credits quizlla.com

How high is your self esteem?
Modest
Your self esteem is about half and half. You notice that some things you do are pretty cool, but in general, you look up to other people. You don't feel special and other people can make you feel like dirt- sometimes. Don't let yourself fall ANY lower!! Be yourself and don't be afraid to- once you do, your light will shine and people will see how truly awesome you are!

2008-09-18T11:18:00.012+08:00

Quizzy time again!! I know its kinda lame. but IT Day is a bore.
thanks to Quizilla.com and gotoquiz.com. how sad quzzila does gave codes... -.-

Which guy from Soul Eater is right for you?

You Got... Soul Eater Evans!
Be careful he might try to eat your soul.. If he loses control that is. His personality is based on what he calls 'cool.'

Which Soul Eater Weapon or Technician are you?

Soul- You are soul, you like to get things done and you try to act cool about it nonetheless. Though you do act tough you do care about those who are close to you and will do anything to protect them. You are like to do things your way, just put it out simple nothing more, but if things are not going so well you gladly suggest what others have to say. You fight with maka to become the ultimate death scythe.

Which D.Gray-Man character are you Your Result: Lavi You are a very social person, you tend to make friends with anyone and people like hanging around with you, you tend to be a little tactlessness. Ultimatly you are a cheerful person.
Allen Walker
Yuu Kanda
Lenalee Lee
Which D.Gray-Man character are you Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Are you a huge anime freak? Your Result: 24/7 anime dork Whenever a new episode of your favourite aniem is on, you HAVE to watch it.You sometimes search photobucket and wikipedia on episodes you watched.You also watch episodes of your favorite anime shows on veoh and read the manga.You're too obsessed with anime and need to get more into the real world.Take a break once in a while....
Anime dork
Normal HUMAN aniem wathcer.
Anime...whatever
Are you a huge anime freak? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Final Fantasy VII Character Quiz Your Result: Cloud Strife An ex Soldier turned mercenary. After being hired by AVALANCHE, he gets caught up in a stuggle for the planet. His enormous sword can cut almost anything in 2.
Barret Wallace
Tifa Lockhart
Aeris Gainsbourogh
Cid Highwind
Vincent Valentine
Yuffie Kisaragi
Sephiroth
Final Fantasy VII Character Quiz Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

You're 70% Nicknames Are

Mooksiecuddlepoof is your cute nickname, The Amazing Mailbox-Snowflake is your Superhero nickname, Gogo No-Hair is your Villain nickname, Big eye House Crasher is your monster nickname and Gilbonzo-Fig-Cheesecake is your all-out-weird nickname.

What Nickname Suits Your Personality
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what the hell is that?!!

dang. I'm such a lazy ass.. I can't believe I'm still slacking even though the exams are so near! will someone please scream/yell/smack/glare/threaten/stwack/or even blackmail (maybe thats too extreme) me to start working?!!

2008-09-08T22:23:00.005+08:00

THIS IS THE 200th POST!!!!! HAPPY BLOGGING DAY.
So I shall fill it with some lame quizzies!

try them out. have fun.

How Much do You Hate Hannah Montana? Your Result: Hater You hate Hannah Montana! Go you! All those immuture 11-year-olds will call you jeleous and stupid for not liking her, but then you'll throw the 'I-think-we-all-have-our-opionions-and-mine-don't-neccesarily-have-to-agree-with-yours' card, and then they'll throw the 'What-do-you-have-against-her?' and you'll throw the 'She-cant-sing-she-cant-dance-shes-a-bad-role-model-and-shes-everywhere!'. Then they'll finish off they're immuture battle with 'your-stupid-get-a-life' when they're the ones infront of the TV... and they're eleven.
11-year-old
How Much do You Hate Hannah Montana? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

I only saw 10 mins of it and "...".

Your life is 22% dangerous!

Your life is the slightest bit dangerous. You do not usually do stupid things, or things that can risk your life. Good job!

How dangerous is your life?
Take More Quizzes

The ULTIMATE Stupid Test! Your Result: Smart Well, you aren't a genius but you are quite smart. Well done for getting this high up but the next one up is Genius so to get there you have to study more or be cooler and smarter!! Please comment on this quiz and make it good please I would love to know what you think!
Average
Genius
A bit dumb
Stoopid
The ULTIMATE Stupid Test! Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

What kind of Pizza are YOU Your Result: Cheese and Pepperonni You are the pizza everyone wants, not to much, not to little. You know when to control yourself, and when to get loose and have fun. You are bright, cheerful and everyone comes to you with advice. Good job!
Extreme Pizza
Plain Cheese
Tomato Pineapple
What kind of Pizza are YOU Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2008-09-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

THE HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING IN 9 HOURS!!!!! NOOOOOO~

I dread going back to school... Even though I would be happy to see my pals again, the thought of EOY coming soon makes me have butterflies on my stomach. weird. I wonder why I'm thinking about this coming exam so much. I usually just let it pass.

I have finished 3 thick storybooks in a week. AMAZING.

Iris Johansen's books are nice... So far I have read two. Stalemate and The Search. I would recommend them to you. :D

Question of the Day:
Why do people like to use the word 'really' and 'very'?
eg. This apple is very sweet! or It is really nice.

2008-09-06T16:41:00.002+08:00

YES!!!! I FINALLY GOT SOUL EATER OST 1 !!!!
AND CHARACTER SONG 1 (MAKA & SOUL)

mwuaahahaha! Thanks to Souleaterfan.com
yea. it rocks. check it out.

xD

VeohTV rawks too.
I can download all the anime episode I want.

:D

Holidays are ending... sad.

2008-09-05T21:06:00.002+08:00

sigh... gosh. I've been sighing a LOT recently. damn. and cursing. mum has been asking me to start studying for EOYs from this week. But I'm still in the holiday mood. grrr.. I really don't feel like studying. Maybe once I return to school then I'll feel more pressure and look at those notes.
Mum fell sick. Sis dumped all the chores to me and ran off to school. not fair! ended up I had to do everythingggg. Since mum was sick, I doubt she would bother scolding me so just risk and go online.

MASS SUPERPOKE FIGHT BEGINS!!!!

2008-09-03T20:19:00.003+08:00

watched Wall-e today. I hate all the small todds blocking your way and walking backwards while your're trying your best to get on the escalator without stumbling over them. and they're really noisy in the cinema.
I can't believe mum is still nagging over the $7 nachos. get over it!
yuanzhang is so tall now. Why does it seem that everyone is growing taller while i'm still so short! T_T

EOYs are just 3/4 weeks away! Mum has been pressing me all day to make a study schedule and start mugging from tomorrow onwards. I can't stand it. I don't like to keep to a schedule. I think that its very restrictive.. most of the time, I would just study what I like when I want to. Not force myself to study a certain subject! I won't have the mood to study then.. but mum just doesn't understand no matter how many times I try to tell her and would just say its crap then I get a longgggg talk from her.

mum always claims that she would let me play like crazy after the exams. but in the end, it would always be the same.. -- play a few days, mum gets angry.. and you find yourself studying again.
well, I better start planning that schedule before mum tells me off again. sigh.

2008-09-02T11:21:00.006+08:00

went to plaza sing to have dinner and catch a movie with my family last night. Clones Wars!
I must say I enjoyedthe movie. Since me and sis (especially) are Star Wars fans. :D After the movie mum was grumbling all the way home about buying the nachos that cost $7... but the most funny thing was that mum said "Clone-E" hahaa.. Obviously a mix-up of Clone Wars and Wall-e. Anyways, its movie week! and I'm watching Wall-e with mum, sis and neighbour on wednesday. AND, I don't have to pay a single cent. woot! lucky me.

Dad and Mum pronounces it as... "Dar-Va-Dar"
Its Darth Vader!!!!

Dunno what was wrong with me last night.. I didn't sleep until 1am.. Some depressing thoughts kept going through my mind... The emo-istic book I've been reading has been affecting me. urgh. So much that I spend half an hour staring at the people walking down below and the guy at the opposite block who has his TV on almost 24/7. hey, I can watch some TV from here..

sorry.. just feeling moody for some reasons that I myself do not know. bleh

I WANT SOUL EATER OST 1!!!! I REGRET NOT BUYING MORE ANIME STUFF WHEN I WAS IN JAPAN. mum wouldn't allow anyway... sigh.. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHERE I CAN DOWNLOAD IT?!!! ITS FRIGGIN' EXPENSIVE TO BUY ONLINE!!!

2008-09-01T12:34:00.002+08:00

Kinda boring at home lately... I've almost finished up my second book. I wish I could draw like the pros.. I should look up a few books these days. I'm not as pro as angela in copying but my original creations has not enough detail so I still draw anime chars.. still copying. ironic. -_-''
EOYs are just end of this month. So soon! I thought maybe it would be mid october or something.
Boredom is getting to my head. I wonder.. is it spelled as "eep!", "eeek" or "eppp!" "ekk?"

LOL. I can't even be bothered to write up my FF.. my mind is blank.. and I'm reading emo-istic books?!!

2008-08-30T15:51:00.002+08:00

I just borrowed a whole chunk of thick books to keep me occupied for the holidays cause mum ain't allowing me to play the computer.. T_T I just read finish one book yesterday. wow. but I doubt I can finish anyway.. I'm practising how to draw hands and feet. haha.. sounds lame but it is really hard ya know..
Well, nothing much happening.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHERS OUT THERE BIG or small.

I ain't going back to pri school cause my life sucked while I was there. and dem peeps don't even remember me anymore. who cares?

2008-08-27T22:49:00.002+08:00

I rushed ICT project from morning until 12.30pm. In the end had to rush to school. eekkk!!! wet wet wet! sucky sucky sucky!!!
ICT presentation went well.. I guess. Although I screwed up on some parts. I didn't have time to have lunch so I rushed to the canteen secretly to grab a bite. HAHA >_< luckly ms chua didn't know. the HOM thingy was silly. I CAN'T STOP WATCHING SOUL EATER!!!!

2008-08-26T23:27:00.002+08:00

Oral today was a total CRAP. ARGHH!!! and ICT DAY IS THE WORST THING EVER BESIDES ORAL. WHAT THE HELL IS ___ TEACHER'S PROBLEM!!!
The chinese convo was hard with the topic of inflation. WHAT the HELL.\ so hard to say 'resources' and whatever reasons in chinese!
But I was lucky to have my chinese teacher, Ms Soh as my invigilator. Mwuahahaha!! I just realised that one of Ms Soh's eyes are straight while the other is a little off.. eeppp!! haha
I WISH THE ___ TEACHER WOULD STICK HER HEAD IN THE HOLE OF THE SCH HALL WALL.
Me and Alexis were secretly conversing with Angela when Mr Ong saw us and shouted "Hey! What are you doing? Telling the answers arh?!" We immediately ran away. haha.. so funny.

I just blabbered some stuff for English. heheh. hope all's well.

SOUL EATER rawksss!!! aside from DGM.

2008-08-25T22:47:00.003+08:00

ARGHHHHH!!! I HATE MYSELF SOMETIMES. HISTORY BAHHH. BUT ORAL SUCKS TO THE CORE. ORAL SUCKSSSS!!!!

I only got 17/30 for History!!! so lousy! D: Angela gave me some chocolate to cheer me up. Eating choc does make you happy. haha.

Then during chinese class, Regina aka noob kept disturbing me!!! kept whacking/smacking my back several times. SO IRRITATING >_<

I fought back of course. LOL. 'LIVE plasma TV' entertainment for Mel. In the end teacher came and told us to stop. but the noob still sprayed water in my face. -.- I really wanna inflict damage on her now...

I just started watching a new anime - Soul Eater

quite nice actually ^^ I think I'll continue watching it.

Nice fighting scenes.

Currently Listening to: Resonance - T.M. Revolution

T.M. Revolution is nice okay... :D

2008-08-23T22:59:00.004+08:00

went to Aunt's place today for barbecue. advance Celebration for cousin Aaron's 21st Birthday!
not very fun as it rained throughout the whole time..

I'll upload pics next time. cause there's something wrong with my blog. it messed up the Cloud blogskin so I had to change it again. T_T

I drank alcohol and I can't believe it.
had sprite mixed with beer. and then ate cake which contained liquor. or something. okay... even though its not much but it's still alcohol!
Hehe.. I was worried that I would get drunk. if that was possible.

Random Pics

2008-08-23T14:45:00.008+08:00

okay. Some random pics I took today.

At NTUC feat. The Kiwi Ambassador!!! hahaa

made of stocking and styrofoam?

It says to "Tea"

In Dad's car.. Collage of S'pore Flags!!!